Yippee!! Ray has finally been given the green light to come home with us. As we brought him back into house, and lay him into his cot, he was still fast asleep thus we quickly seized the chance to settle his stuff into our room. The moment we were done, the two of us were hovering around his cot waiting for his wailing....his wailing is our command now.
It is weird, suddenly we have Ray back into our very own home and i would jump and run immediately to him the moment he made the slightest sound. Life is not the same anymore. I used to sleep like a log but now i literally JUMP at his every breath.....oh no, i am slave to my son now.
Breastfeeding has got more intense now, with feeding at ard every 3 hrs, no more sterilising of bottles and expressing bottles of milk, i am now able to feed direct and the feeling of being able to provide for Ray is really great. And pa pa mui has been the greatest help also, helping with the 2am nappy change.
We are losing sleep....but its manageable and we are definitely enjoying it.
