Zzzz....lack of sleep can seriously caused alot of anxiety. Almost every night after Ray's 4am feed (thank God it is only ONCE in a night these days), i will change him and place him back into the cot. But there will be days when i woke up in a startled and panic as i wonder whether i have place Ray back into the cot or....could he be buried under our blanket!!
And there will be days when i placed Ray next to me on the bed and then realised thati might have pushed Ray down the bed. Or i might have accidentally roll over him!!
Even pa pa mui is suffering the same fate. Some days, Ray makes a lot of noise when he sleeps but there will be days when he is all quiet and we will stare at his tummy just to ensure that he is really still breathing *cold sweat*.
